||[Dec. 30th, 2010|10:22 pm]
I suppose I've become inactive here because no one really comments anymore, thus I feel like I'm talking to a wall.|
Anywho, Christmas was less awkward than expected, aside from me having forgotten a shirt in my overnight bag and having to borrow one of Inga's too-big maternity shirts because YES, FOLKS! I AM APPARENTLY QUITE LARGE. Thank you, family, for pointing it out yet again, btw.
Regifted prettymuch everything I got :/ I feel bad, but I don't want to keep a bunch of stuff I'll never use when I know people who would gladly use it.
Been back to buying lots of tacky vk clothes. I know my hours are gonna cut back next month, anyway, so at least I can justify having bought a bunch of casual clothes because I'll be having more time to wear them.
Still confused... still depressed... but there's a lot I don't really like to talk about publicly more in anymore than an ambiguous way.
I don't know why, but I've just been fuuuuuuuuuuucked worse than usual for sleep. Like... 4:30 a.m. to 1:30 p.m. sort of sleep. Getting Return of the King special extended box set for $16 doesn't help that, I guess XDD facilitating insomnia IN THE NAME OF GONDOR.
Tomorrow doesn't feel like New Years Eve. Nothing really feels like what it is until it's upon me, anymore. It's really weird. I don't know... I think I've been losing my sense of reality lately, but I'd rather not go further into it at present.